Note: This Chapter might be a little emotional but very much needed for Reyansh to get over his guilt forever and for the couples to get a closure from their past. Enjoy Reading. Next Chapter will be published tomorrow.
Recap: Vaishu plan something to recover Reyansh completely. Doctor and Mithun agreed to help.
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Reyansh stopped the car before the closed gates and pressed the horns but there was no response from the guards nor the gates were opened. He saw Vaishu getting down and punching the passcode and the gates opened wide. Vaishu saluted and showed her hand for Reyansh drive ahead but he rather got down and ambled to her.
Reyansh: Avi, why are you doing this ? Security… Security…. guards…guards
Vaishu: I have sent them of for today Ansh. Park the car and lets get inside now.
Reyansh did as she said and parked the car just as he drove inside beyond the gate. Getting down he made sure the gates were locked and walked with Vaishu next to him.
Vaishu: Before you question me let me make it clear. Today is all about us and only us. I wanted some time without anyone around us.
Reyansh: Ok, I will turn on the security alarm around the premises incase of any of emergency. Will that be ok for you ?
Vaishu nodded and they entered the home together. Reyansh was stunned to see the entire home decorated with fairy lights and a table was placed in the middle with flowers and candles on it.
Vaishu pulled the chair for him to sit and Reyansh saw few casseroles placed on the table. Vaishu looked at him and slowly she removed the shirt she was wearing and tied her hair in a high messy bun. Reyansh saw her flawless skin from the deep back gown and the spaghetti model she had chose made him gulp as she moved her arms across him to pick the casseroles. She looked enticing with the nuptial chain dangling on her chest as she served the food on his plate. He couldn’t avert his eyes from her face and Vaishu bit her lips to hide the smile feeling his gaze on her.
Once she was done she sat opposite to him and served herself. His eyes followed her every action which confirmed she was up to something. His eyes were fixed on her completely and the food was long forgotten as he watched her eating and playing with the nuptial chain with her left hand.
Vaishu: You should eat Ansh and we have whole night for you to watch me.
Reyansh choked on his saliva and gulped down some water before he started eating the food stealing glances at her. Vaishu bent over the table before him and placed a bowl of halwa. Reyansh gulped when he saw her cleavage right before his eyes but quickly averted his gaze with a blush creeping to his ears and rubbed his nape controlling his smile.
Reyansh: You always choose the best for me. I loved all the dishes today and felt good to have some time alone with you. We should go on dates like this every week end. what say ?
Vaishu: Ofcourse we will. The whole week as family and one day for us is much needed. Now get the room ready for us to watch a movie while I will place the dishes in the kitchen and join you with snacks and drinks.
Reyansh: Let me help you Avi.
Vaishu: Please Ansh. I can manage so you get back to room.
Reyansh hummed and returned to the room which had new sheets changed, the fragrance was the same as Vaishu’s perfume and it filled his nostrils. He inhaled it with a long a breathe and a smile appeared on his lips when he felt like Vaishu was all over him. He stood before the portrait of Vaishu and touched her cheek.
Reyansh: I can’t take this pain of being away from you anymore Avi. Its like hell to not touch you and hug you. Fuck this panic attacks and my fucked up life. Day before yesterday I tried to touch you and I did succeed Avi. I did have short breathes for some time but not severe as I usually felt. Today I want to hug you Avi and I will do it tonight even I m ready to gulp the whole of pills and get treated for any of the side effects of it. Enough of us going through so much pain and I can’t see you being hurt anymore because of me. I miss you, miss us.
He quickly switched on the TV and placed pillows close without any space. He paced the room waiting for Vaishu to join but sprinted to the living when she didn’t turn up even after 30 minutes. He searched for her in the living, kitchen, rooms in the ground floor and porch but she was missing. Shutting the door he hurried to the garden and got worried when he couldn’t find her there.
He felt scared and ran to the backyard and sighed in relief when he saw her walking by the pool. He smiled and sat on the sun lounge looking at her.
Reyansh: You scared me Avi. I was searching for you everywhere but you are here walking. Didn’t you want to watch a movie ? I was waiting for you in the room. What happened papa (baby ) ? Are you alright ?
Vaishu: So many questions and which should I answer first Ansh ? I m completely alright and just felt like taking some fresh air before joining you to watch movie. Its been long time we have been here.
Reyansh: Do you want to take go on a walk by the shore ?
Vaishu: May be tomorrow morning before we leave from here now it feels good to be here so just for some more time.
Reyansh hummed and watched her walking and the fringe hairs waving across her face due to the wind. He smiled at the way she frowned moving those hairs behind her ears.
Mithun had his car parked at some distance from the beach house was waiting for any call or message from Vaishu. He had doctor along with him in the car and few of his guards were in other car.
Mithun: Are you sure this will work ?
Doctor: Sometime we need to risk chances like this and 70% cases it has helped the patient cure. Mr. Reyansh is really a different person I have ever seen and I have seen the determination in his eyes and that will sure push him out of this for sure. Lets hope for the best.
Mithun: Whatever… I m worried for Vaishu too.
Back at beach house Vaishu stopped walking and turned to Reyansh who was already looking at her like he was lost in her.
Vaishu: Ansh, you are the best thing happened in my life. You have always stood by me when I needed you the most. I know how much you are trying to get out of this panic attacks and pushing your body and mind beyond limits only for my sake. I can’t see you bear this pain anymore Ansh.
He saw her breaking and he felt a fear run through his veins. He rose to his feet looking at her.
Reyansh: Avi, what are you talking ? Come to me angel. Everything is ok. I m fine. Please papa (baby)
Reyansh took quick steps towards her but was stopped by her voice.
Vaishu: Ansh, I m sorry. I love you
Vaishu Mv: I m sorry but I have to do this for you and for us Ansh.
She jumped in the pool and he felt his soul was kicked out of his body watching her drowning in water. Nothing were in his sense except for saving his love and he jumped in the pool right behind her to save her.
He swam to Vaishu who was drowning in the other end of the pool and pulled her by holding her waist. He carried her out of the pool and laid Vaishu on the floor who was unconscious. His tears mixed with the water and he cried patting her cheeks.
Reyansh: Avi, open your eyes and look at me. Avi, please don’t don’t this to me.
He started rubbing her palms, sole and wiped away the water from her face and patted her cheeks again but there was no response. He pressed on stomach gently few times and Vaishu coughed the water out gasping for air.
Reyansh: good baby..open your eyes Avi, Look at me.. Avi…
He pulled her to his chest and stroke her back as he spoke pleading her to open her eyes.
Vaishu opened her eyes and her lips curved when she saw that she was in his embrace, his palm was cupping her cheek and other hand was stroking her back. When Reyansh saw Vaishu opening her eyes he pressed his lips to her forehead shutting his eyes letting all the tears to wash away all the fears from his mind and heart.
Reyansh: I love you Avi. I m sorry.. I m so sorry. I know that I hurt you but please don’t do this ever. I m nothing without you and our babies. Please Avi.
Vaishu cupper his cheek in her palm and he kissed her palm still holding her to his chest.
Vaishu: I m fine Ansh. You are my saviour. Look you saved me. I love you Ansh.
She coughed and Reyansh patted her back gently.
Reyansh: Lets go to the hospital or I will call the doctor to check you.
Vaishu: I m fine Ansh. Just take me to our room.
Reyansh nodded his head and carried her in bridal style still not realizing that his breathe was normal, he didn’t panic or feel any anxiety holding Vaishu. She was holding his collars and buried her face in his chest feeling his touch after a long time. As they reached the room he made her sit on the couch and was about to leave to get towel but Vaishu stopped him holding his hand.
Reyansh: I will get towel to dry your hair Avi. You will get cold and I can’t see you suffering with fever.
Vaishu: Did you realize that you touched me Ansh. You didn’t panic or there was no anxiety attacks now.
Reyansh: You did this for me ? To cure me ? What if something happened to you ? Did you think of me ? What if my panic attacks kicked and I was not able to save you ?
Vaishu: I would have dea..
Her words died when he slammed his lips against hers swallowing the rest of the word. Tears rolled from both their eyes, Reyansh was holding her nape and Vaishu held his locks in her fist pulling him more as they kissed pouring out all their bottled up emotions through the kiss.
When they broke the kiss he rested his forehead against hers.
Reyansh: Don’t.. Don’t ever try such stunts Avi.
Vaishu: I knew you will save me Ansh. I know that no panic attacks or anxiety.. I mean nothing will stop you if you have to save me. Look now everything is fine.
Reyansh pecked her forehead and kissed her eyes moving the hair from her face. Vaishu hugged Reyansh and he nuzzled his face in the crook of her neck. She saw Reyansh’s mobile on the teapoy and quickly sent a thumbs up to Mithun and placed the mobile back wrapping her hand around him.
Mithun who was pacing on the road frustrated opened the message immediately when he heard the sound of notification. Looking at the thumbs up a smile appeared on his lips and informed the same to the doctor.
Mithun: Shall I call her to check Reyansh for once ?
Doctor: He will be fine and even if there was some problem then she would have called us.
Mithun hummed and they left the place leaving the couples to heal on their own. Reyansh pulled back from the hug and kissed her cheek but Vaishu turned her face away.
Reyansh: What happened Avi ?
Vaishu: I m angry with you Ansh. We need to talk now. A real talk. I have too many questions running in my mind and I need answers.
Reyansh: We will but please get changed first. I will give answer to all your questions.
Vaishu entered the closet and picked a gown and entered the washroom to change. When she returned to the room Reyansh had changed into a shorts and vest sitting on the couch drying his hair. Seeing her he tried to dry her hair but Vaishu yanked the towel from him and started drying on her own.
Vaishu: What stopped you from touching me Ansh ? or why did you get panic when I neared you or when you tried to touch me ?
Reyansh: Guilt, that it was me who did that to you. Guilt that you had to suffer alone through the pregnancy. Guilt for not being there for you when you were in pain. Guilt that I hadn’t met you earlier which might have avoided all these.
Vaishu: Are you over the guilt now ? completely ?
Reyansh: Yes Avi. You got me out of this.
Vaishu Mv: Forgive me Ansh for one last time. I have to do this to get you completely out of this guilt. Though you believe that you are out of this guilt but I know there will be a nag in your heart forever and we couldn’t live with that.
Vaishu: Good Ansh but I have one last question. Until that night you believed that I was a divorced girl who was forced by her husband. What if it was some one else other than you or that animal that night ? what if it was some third person did that to me or who knows the number if it was not you that night ?
Reyansh: Aviiii
Vaishu: Would you have felt disgusted with me or would have touched me without any guilt and pity in your mind and heart ?
Reyansh: Stop it Avi. You are my angel. You are pure than the purest thing in this world. Please don’t use the word disgust with you ever.
Vaishu: What else should I say Ansh ? Did you for once thought about what impact it would make on me ? We both are victims of that night and I never thought of it or worried that I was forced after you came into my life. You made me feel the most special person and all of a sudden you couldn’t come close to me. All those nights when you were away from me made me insecure that you won’t treat me the same anymore. Every time when I was not able to touch you, I was scared that we are lost and you won’t feel the same when you me touch anymore. I was broken with the thought that you will never touch me anymore Ansh.
Reyansh: Shut up Avi. Just Shut up. Please papa (baby) How will I feel disgusted with you ? How will I not touch you ? Do you even know how many nights I had sat next to you and watched you sleep ? I died thousand times when I was not able to touch you Avi. You know how crazy I have been about you and how could you think I will stay away from you forever ? I really tried Avi and trust me Avi, I did touch a day before without any panic attack except for short breathe for sometime. I wanted to give this information as a surprise and I wanted to take you in my embrace and I was determined to do it tonight inspite of whatever might happen to me. Look at those pillows I have placed for us. I love you so much Avi.
Vaishu: I know you tried and even I m helping you Ansh but did you ever thought that I too need your support to come out of this ?
I m not strong enough to see you live a life in guilt Ansh because I love you and I only love you. Now that we are good with each other will you be able to promise me that you won’t feel any guilt while you make love to me through out our life ? I m asking you this because some day in future if I knew that you felt guilt even for a second while making love to me then I will die Ansh. Either you need to get over this fucking guilt completely or let me go Ansh. Forever.
Reyansh caught Vaishu’s hair gritting his teeth and pulled her closer until their lips so close to graze each other.
Reyansh: You can’t leave me Avi. Did you hear me ? You are mine forever and I will never let you go from life. Fuck with the word guilt because I don’t feel any guilt. Did you hear ? I love you and when I make love to you all I will hear is you moaning my name, all I will see is you withering under me in pleasure, all the cells in my body will only want you again and again until we feel exhausted, my mind will only think of every way to pleasure you and my heart will beat in sync with yours when we feel our souls merging along with our body. You are mine and I m yours Avi. If there will be anything between us then it will be only our love. Its my promise and Reyansh never go back on his promise.
With his gaze fixed with hers he crashed his lips with her plump ones ……….
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A/N:
I hope their conversation is justified and Reyansh is back in form completely. Continuation in next chapter.
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